ahh

baby... u r nt at hme doin ur dad tings.. i can confirm... if u tel mi de truth, i wun b so angry as now... i know very well tt ur hse fone is single line.. means if u r using de hse fone to tok, ur fone wil b engage and cant get thru... bt i manage to kol thru. its juz tt no one pick up... i ask u to pick up my kol for 30sec using ur hp... even so short u oso dun wish to pick up... n u stil wen to off ur fone so i cant contact u... wads ur explanation? for 30sec oso cant hear 4 awhile?


yah.. im beri happy tt u send mi hme 2dae.. although we quarrel in de bus, afta awhile we jiu ok le... and im realiz happy to be wif u...


2dae mi and dawn left the class early and i wen to find baby at his hse... he fall aslp again.. n 2dae is 4 beri long.. he juz continue to slp and slp and slp.. i tried mani tmes to wake him up, he jiu shi dun wan open his eyes... so cute.. he wil juz make an irritated face..


baby.. i realiz duno wad to sae... im beri confused..i blieve u bt de fone is nt even engaged... wad m i supposed to do? if u scared i wu hui, u confirm wil pick up de kol awhile to assure mi.. i tink is bcoz u wan go out bt u scared tt i wil sae u tts y u bluff mi... u make mi mor worried wen u off ur fone... do u wish to let my mind anihow tink?

baby hse~

baby... i lovee u...


2dae i wen to his hse 2 find him afta my sch... again as usual, he is slping... i hab 2 owayz wake him up de... im beri happy to meet him... 2dae he dint sent mi.. so sad... baby is tired again... n now im back frm my dancing lesson n he stil hab not wake up... i realli worry alot baby.. i duno u r now slpin or u went out..



baby baby... 2dae baby chatted wif mi on fone wen i go to sch... so nice.. hahaz... i love hearing his voice... n baby ask mi dance 2dae for him to see.. omg.. im so shy... baby... nxt tme i dance again 4 u 2 c... u canot laugh or wad de k.. hahaz.. u muz xin shang one... baby baby... 2dae i go ur hse find u 4 awhile onli again... dun angry wif mi k.. i tml wil pei u de... i miss u my darling..


baby de bdae is getting near... wooo...... im tinking right now wad to give him for a gift and wad surprise to please him... geez...


baby... i hope u wil wake up now n tok 2 mi on fone.. i canot stop worrying wher r u and mani other tings... i wan 2 hear ur voice.. i wan 2 chat b4 i go slp... baby... i need you now...



i wil always tag along to everywher u go... i lovee u baby...

baby hse~

baby... i lovee u...


2dae i wen to his hse 2 find him afta my sch... again as usual, he is slping... i hab 2 owayz wake him up de... im beri happy to meet him... 2dae he dint sent mi.. so sad... baby is tired again... n now im back frm my dancing lesson n he stil hab not wake up... i realli worry alot baby.. i duno u r now slpin or u went out..



baby baby... 2dae baby chatted wif mi on fone wen i go to sch... so nice.. hahaz... i love hearing his voice... n baby ask mi dance 2dae for him to see.. omg.. im so shy... baby... nxt tme i dance again 4 u 2 c... u canot laugh or wad de k.. hahaz.. u muz xin shang one... baby baby... 2dae i go ur hse find u 4 awhile onli again... dun angry wif mi k.. i tml wil pei u de... i miss u my darling..


baby de bdae is getting near... wooo...... im tinking right now wad to give him for a gift and wad surprise to please him... geez...


baby... i hope u wil wake up now n tok 2 mi on fone.. i canot stop worrying wher r u and mani other tings... i wan 2 hear ur voice.. i wan 2 chat b4 i go slp... baby... i need you now...



i wil always tag along to everywher u go... i lovee u baby...

prOmiSe~

baby now snoring away..


baby baby... 2dae u angry abt msn ting and u tired jiu tel mi dun meet... we wher can dun mit one ritex baby? as long as we hab tme to find one another, we muz mit.. bt so sad.. u early wake up yet u dint cum fetch mi to sch... and wen at ur hse tt tme, we quarrel coz u lie 2 mi again... ahhhh....


baby.. u promise mi tt u wil nt do it again... u promise mi tt u wun contact her again le.. u said tt it would nt happen again... u make a promise 2 mi so u hab 2 kip it k... baby... dun let mi sad again.. dun lie 2 mi... we muz nt kip tings frm one another... n we muz be faithful...


baby.. u sent mi hme 2dae.. im so happy.. hahaz... 4 so long u nv sent mi le... i love it wen u accompany mi go hme... i love it wen u treat mi so nice... bt i wil feel sad wen u tok loudly to mi... sumtmes i oso tok beri loud... bt remember, we muz control our temper.. we muz tok nicely even wen we angry.. n baby... u sae tt nxt tme even if u tired, u wil stil chat wif mi.. yeah!!! dun 4get... hahaz...


baby... i realiz loveeee you... muacKZzzz....

loving couple!!

baby... 2dae u wait 4 mi at my hse here early in the morning.. im realiz happy... u ytd nv slp bt u stil come find mi and sent mi 2 sch... wow.. u are my great baby.. hahaz... so caring and nice.. bt u nearly wan walk away wen we nt happy.. hahaz... baby... thanxz 4 senting mi and pei mi... nxt tme do again k.. hahaz..


2dae baby wen out wif his mum... and afta my lesson, i wen to find him... bt its olreadi 5sumting wen i reach his dere... so we left beri little tme 2 chat and see one another... bt at least we can meet.. he was slping away and i hab 2 shake his body in order to wake him up.. at nite, we chatted on fone.. bt he was slpy jiu like dint realiz listen to wad i sae... im quite angry bt i should undastand my baby... he hab so little slp so i canot be demanding... i muz care 4 him and nt make him too tired...


baby... u kip dint reply my msg... so saddie... im waiting 4 ur msg...


baby.. i love you and i miss you.. tml we jiu can meet le.. yeah!!!! i cant wait 4 tml....


baby... im willing to change my temper.. hahaz... i wun owayz fa pi qi le and u canot make mi angry k... i love u..

caring baby~

baby.. 2dae we quarrel again... im sorry tt i ask u abt the past again... bt de reply u gave mi realiz makes mi sad... n afta tt u hang up my fone makes mi mor sad... i told u mani tmes tt even if nt happy oso canot put dwn ritex baby? promise mi tt u wun do it again k baby? we muz owayz solve the problem... baby.. u sae u wil go thru everyting wif mi...



baby... 2dae in sch i dint flirt.. hahz.. realiz de... i dint lie siahz... onli kip gossiping wif dawn... hahaz..



baby... sumtmes i nag bt u muz tolerate k... hahaz... n we sae hao canot be angry wif one another de.. n we canot quarrel again... its nt bcoz we seldom use fone tts y dint quarrel.. hahaz... whenever we 2 can use de fone, we muz tok k... baby... 2dae we dint meet... i miss you... n u dint auto cum fetch mi de.. so saddie....


baby... we muz spend our tme 2gether and care for each other... i love you baby..


wish you are right beside mi now..

i wan u now~

ytd i did nt wait for baby to do hao his dad tings den slp coz im too slpy.. sorry baby.. hahaz... bt he 4gt 2 send gd nite msg back... den 2dae morning we msg a few he jiu go back slp again... so ke lian de baby.. everytme slp so late... did u lie 2 mi? hahaz..


2dae on the way to granny hse inside my dad's car tt tme, we saw a car on the road tt is on fire... is afta awhile den the driver get dwn his car n use the fire extinguisher to put out the fire... hahz.. n at junction 8, dere is garfield on stage...



2dae baby is nt around with mi... so sad... i wan him now.... ahhh.... i realiz miss him..


baby... we are becoming closer n closer... i realiz like it tis way... im realiz happy now... we can go through ani diffculties 2gether and now we hab a better undastanding of one another..


xiao bu dian is my beloved baby..


miss you lots ^-^



ah... tml i gt sch.. so sad...

meeting baby~

baby baby.. u dint send mi hme or fetch mi again.. argh!!! u do tis again, i wil be angry.. bt u treat mi sit taxi.. hahaz.. so gd siahz.. 2dae i let u off coz u is nid 2 help ur dad do tings... bt u muz do faster.. or nt we cant tok on fone... den every nite oso dint tok le... =(


ytd nite coz xiao bu dian slept early so we dint manage to settle whether 2dae is go swimming or take foto... so i took it as take foto.. i prepare hao le jiu go find him liaoz.. okiex.. we fal aslp again.. n he cant wake up again... omg.. everytme littad de.. den tickle him, he jiu wil angry.. so fierce.. hahaz... n he lie 2 mi.. ahhhh... sae hao take foto bt in de end oso dint... nxt tme we muz realiz take foto... canot delay animor...


xiao bu dian... tml we cant meet... i wil kip on miss you de... i wish we can mit everydae.. if realiz can den tt wil be great...


baby...
we wil be 2gether forever..

love each other wif a true heart...


*love you always*

slping~

2dae xiao bu dian bluff mi.. so saddie... he sae he wil cum fetch mi frm my hse bt he dint... n he oso sae wil fetch mi hme.. and he dint again.. hahaz.. den im disappointed and sad... and dere is sumting tt i disappoint him 2.. i dint hang de keychain... oops... im realiz sorry.. baby, u oso dun take it out k... i put le... n sae hao take foto de... i wan take..


so long ever since mi n baby took foto.. hahaz.. last tme he owayz complain whenever i ask him to take... bt now he wun.. hahaz... bt owayz delay... i realiz feel like taking foto..


hahaz.. beri farnie 2dae... i doin my hw while baby was slping.. hahaz.. den i try 2 wake him up coz he slept for mor dan 2hrs olreadi.. he dun wan.. so i started tickling his ears.. den he kept hitting my hands away and his face looks beri fierce.. so i continue 2 tickle his whole face until he canot tahan jiu grab my hands... bt he hold so tight, im in pain.. hahaz... yuan lai he is half awake... he jiu shi dun wan open his eyes.. argh!!!


baby... we can do it de.. we can b happi... now, im happi being with you... like wad u sae, mayb last tme i dint treasure u much... bt now i realiz will le.. i wil b grateful for everyting u do 4 mi... i wil nt take it 4 granted...

miss you baby~

mu*

2dae baby woke up late again.. n tis tme is in the aftanoon 3 sumting... so late... poor mi.. i hab 2 kip missing him til he wake up.. n we left beri little tme 2 tok coz i hab 2 go 4 my dancing lesson... baby, u wil jealous if i go ar? hahaz... so cute... i love u baby...


again.. we did hab sum arguments.. tis tme abt mu... as xiao bu dian tok 2 mi tt tme, he wen to play his game.. so i ask him to play afta we tok hao.. he jiu sae we lata tok... i was tinking tt he dint put mi as first place.. mayb is im nt undstanding enuff.. yeah... n we cant quarrel for a smal ting like tis..


baby... u 4gt sumting again.. u sae hao help mi write a testi one.. ahhhhh... u dint kip ur promise... so saddie..


baby.. i know tt 2dae im demanding.. littad u should care mor 4 mi.. hahaz... i wil nt kip nag at you de baby... i wil owayz try 2 undastand u ok.. hahaz... n we muz cooperate wif one another... remember we muz gif in oso.. hahaz.. canot b stubborn again.. hahaz..


baby... 2dae we dint mit, i olreadi kip tinking and missing you le... did u?


ai ni...

u r mine~

2dae is realiz a bad day for mi... yeah.. im realiz sad and angry in de aftanoon.. bt now we r ok.. baby, u promise mi tt u wil nt make mi sad animor.. so if i sad again, i wun let u off... =)


ytd i kept worry abt baby and waited 4 him to do hao his dad tings til i fall aslp.. n i 4gt to off my hp.. den tis morning baby kol mi a few tmes.. hahaz.. so i wen 2 find him 2dae... bt wen i reach, he is dere snoring siahz.. wah... he dint care abt mi.. so sad... i wen 2 check his fone n found out tt he del de msges... omg.. im mor angry le.. hahaz... bt he tired til dint bother abt mi.. so i slept on de floor... like 4 an hr.. bt he continue 2 slp 4 mor dan 2 hrs... argh!!!!!

baby did an wei mi wen im angry.. bt i stil gif a black face.. like bao qing tian one..

i wen on to check his com.. and saw a msn text.. afta i read it, i bcome mor n mor angry... i realiz canot control animor... i straightaway breakdwn.. can sae tt im jealous and angry tt last tme baby do dose bad tings.. its realiz bad... my mind suddenly filled wif so mani tings.. i remembered all de tings tt hab to do wif tt "gal" and him... i feel real hurt coz i love him so much...

n one important ting... <<HE DINT SEND MI HME>> ahhhhhh

we msg alot... and we manage 2 tok it out.. so i felt better... i dun wish to lose him.. he is de pillar of my life...


baby... im nt sure whether u noe tt u means alot 2 mi... i did try 2 forget abt de period of u n her... i realiz did try as i canot afford to lose u... bt sumtmes remembering or knowing de truth is painful... i knew tt its a diffcult path as i dint manage to take tings easy abt u 2 de tings... bt i stil chose to be with you as i realiz love you... i know u wil accompany mi through all tis... i hab trust that u wil b dere 4 mi... thanxz baby... i treasure u and our relationship... u are the most precious to mi... im nt sure whether my actions realiz did match wif wad i sae... bt i realiz sae it at de bottom on my heart.. i mean it.. i need you... juz by looking at you makes mi smile... when im sad, u cheer mi up... wen im happy, u r dere to celebrate my joys... im so used and dependent on u... as long as dere is u by my side, im nt afraid of aniting... i know tt im a crybun... bt crybun is betta dan a fierce bun ritex? hahaz...

baby... u said that u wil treat mi gd gd all tis.. u canot 4get de k.. n we muz undastand one another de... trust between us muz slowly build up and we muz realiz cherish one another... i love u forever and eva and eva and eva.. i wil prove to u tt im a gd gf... hahaz... u wait n see k..


laogong.. ni shi wo de ai ren... i hao xiang ni... mUackzZzz...

movie

baby ar baby... yeah!! we did not quarrel 2dae except abt de panel ting.. u dun wan help mi hold.. ahhh.. den i angry wif u... hahaz..


actualiz do u remember wads de date 2dae? its our 11th mth anniversary if nth happen in between our relationship... we hab been 2gether for quite long... we noe alot of tings abt one another and been through mani ups and dwn... both of us are stubborn and sumtmes we juz wun gif in to one another... bt tt makes us compatible ritex? hahaz..


we noe each other since last yr... i can stil remember de first tme we saw each other is at jurong point.. bt we dint manage to tok... hahaz.. afta tt our beri first meeting is at bugis... u were realiz quiet den.. hahaz... n all de way frm tt tme til now.. u r stil de caring baby of mine.. hahaz...


2dae we watch de movie silent hill.. hahaz... ya.. de show is nice... bt its nicer tt u hug mi all de way during de show.. hahz.. gosh... i simply love it..


baby... u r doin ur dad tings again.. littad makes mi beri worried again.. coz i duno wad u realiz is doin... i trust u.. bt i canot stop worrying..


LAOGONG, i miss u...

magical love

im realiz sorry baby... i know i promise you that we muz nt tok abt de past animor.. bt i duno y everytme i wil kip on tinking... tts y i wil kip ask u... i noe u wil feel fed up wen i kip asking bt i oso wil feel sad weneva i noe abt it... SORRY... wads past is past... as long as now u treat mi as de only one in ur heart jiu can le... baby, u r de one and only tt i love..


2dae u pei mi go bugis dere to print my tings, im beri happy.. bt during our journey dere, we dint tok at all.. im sorry to let u wait 4 mi... i dun mean it de... nxt tme i wil pei u oso de k... again we quarrel bcoz of mu n dancing... n 2dae we are like angry 4 quite long.. im angry coz ytd u told mi u go slp bt actualiz u mit qiang... bt now its ok le... we muz get along well and remain as a happy couple...


we hab 2 be happy wen we are 2gether... littad we wil last long ritex? hahz... lets do it k...


LAOGONG... i know that i control u alot of tings.. bt its bcoz i love u alot tts y i wil owayz b jealous 4 a small little ting... it breaks my heart wheneva we hab fites... i wan to be de caring girlfriend of urs.. i wan to be the most special and important person in ur life... i wan to be de first person who u wil miss or kol... i wan you to feel proud of mi... i wan to make u happy... im trying to make everyting possible..

we muz be the sweetest couple that everyone envy... im so in love wif u...


tou tou*

promised

ytd i had a bad dream.. i dreamt that my baby wen out wif tt "gal"... heng.. its juz a dream... bt i stil feel weird wen i woke up.. im afraid tt it happened...


2dae baby woke up late... n i cant stop myself frm tinking whether is he realiz slping anotx.. im sorry baby... bt u better dun lie 2 mi.. hahaz..

2dae we quarrel alot of tmes... lets nt tok abt de past animor.. it wil only makes both of us drift further from one another... once i tink of the tme wen baby wif "her" and the tme we break wen u noe "her" le, i wil bcum beri sad and mood tense to get bad..


baby, we muz nt quarrel animore... n i wil sae abt mu is bcoz im jealous tt u spend mor tme on mu rather dan mi... i oso wish to be able to meet u everydae bt i cant owayz go out... i realiz kip on missing you and hope u are by my side every minute.. i enjoy toking to you on de fone and we canot kip quarrel wen we use the fone.. we are able to be 2gether again so we muz cherish one another and muz be happy.. baby.. i wan u treat mi nice and gentle like last tme.. =)

baby, u r mine.. no one can take u away..

only u can brighten up my dae and give mi happiness.. its only u that can fill up the space in my heart...


soh kiat kiat, mi(qiqi ng) wil love u forever and ever... i promise that i wil care 4 u and share all my joys with you..


qi~

swimming~

indeed its a great ting to love... bt to be loved is even better... i simply love de way we are now..

mi n my baby gt back 2gether again... =)

bt 2dae he break his promise.. he dint cum fetch mi 2dae.. so upset abt it.. i was like waiting 4 him 2 appear suddenly at my hse here although i knew tt he confirm overslept.. so i took initiative to go find him... hahaz..

we went swimming 2dae wif some other frens... baby was very caring at dere.. he owayz pei mi 2 everywher i go and nv abandon mi alone.. wen we enter to de deeper end, he wil owayz hold mi and i juz hab to stick myself 2 him.. i held him tightly and decided nt 2 let him escape away frm mi again.. be it now or the future.. i juz wan us to be as happy as we were at the present.. looking at him makes mi melt.. i juz wish to stay in his hug as long as i can...

i love de way he smiles at mi.. i love de way he looks at mi.. i love de way he hugs mi..

cum to tink of it.. we realiz met wif lots of obstacles in between our relationship... bt our love stil stand strong... we are able to go through them 2gether and united... we are now as one and do tings considering one another's feelings...

promise mi u wil nv sneak out or bluff mi again... promise mi u wil quit ur smoking.. promise mi tt de only gal u wil look is mi..

without baby in my life, everyting seems lifeless and dull.. i truly loves baby.. and i nid him alot...

nv leave mi alone again baby..

END

okiex.. everyting end again.. wun write blog animor le...

happiness

ytd nite was a wonderful ting 4 mi... cool.. hahaz... mi n my baby got back 2gether again... my wish came true... geex... of coz i feel great now... i hab a gd slp last nite.. n tis morning baby cum fetch mi at mi hse here to jp...

okiex.. we did unhappy with one another at jp.. bt afta tt its ok le.. hahaz.. kind of sad wen he dint hold mi at jp.. tts y my face is BLACK.. im like waiting 4 him 2 hold.. bt he dint.. ahhhhhh...

to my baby... i noe sumtmes that im demanding and refused to give in.. i know my temper is nt that good animore... bt u stil want mi back.. im realiz happy.. i wil treasure every moment spent 2gether and wil nt b xiao qi like last tme.. i hope u realiz wil not lie 2 mi animor.. n dun sneak out wen u told mi u r at hme k.. i wan our relationship 2 last forever... n dun 4get nt to smoke le..

being 2gether wif him is a joy.. i love him forever...

fei fei qi~

misses you

tinking abt the whole incident... it makes mi mor confused.. wher is the affectionate eyes of urs that look at mi gone 2? are they gone forever?

starring up into de sky looking at the stars... hoping that you wil be standing beside mi to watch wif mi... turning side to look 4 u... bt u werent dere... u left mi alone to see dem by myself.. tears started rolling dwn my cheeks tinking wher hab u gone to... wil u be back to look 4 mi again? mani thoughts streaming in my head making mi totally lost...

wad i only wan is you... the orginal kiat hu shares his happy and woes wif mi and pampered mi wif all the gentle and care.... is he stil de same old one whom i misses and love? do he stil hab feelings for mi or he wanted freedom? often living in my own fanasty and dreaming about the future... izit all of them wil nt cum true... if thats the case, i hope i live in my dream forever... at least at dere im able to get my happiness and hab him back..

i wish that everydae wen i wake up, the one i see is him.. i hope that im de onli one hu receieves his hugs... can all tis happen and make it true 4 mi?

love is something so special...


~fei fei qi

wad is love?

is dere realiz no such ting as everlasting love? wad is it exactly? i oso duno le..

once again, we break... wad has happened between us? nan dao we juz cant stay 2gether forever? m i de one hu is tinking too much? or im de one hu is stil holding on? there are mani question marks...

we were once so in love wif one another... 2 mi, he is de most important person in my life... i do nt even dare 2 tink abt wad wil happen wen we break as i tot tt tis dae wil nv reach... we exchange love stares and passionate kisses.. in my world, dere is onli him... i could see nothing else bt HIM.. we would always mit wen we are free... it bcame a habit to find him.. indeed we hab mani rules, stil we tried our best to kip it and let our relationship grew better.. mani quarrels often occurred n we manage 2 handle it well... i simply love him..

things started to change and our relationship sours.. bt i strongly blieve we r meant to be 2gether... i wanted a new start for us.. to 4get about the "gal" and continue our love story... in fact i was heartbroken wen i knew de news about him wif her.. i did try 2 be strong bt i cant do it.. prentending is wad i do at tt period of tme.. i acted normal in front of people bt actualiz deep inside my heart is bleeding.. i knew that i cant do without him... i wanted him back so badly..

on saturday was the happiest dae in my life... he said he wanted mi back... all the way he accompanied mi.. he showered mi wif love and care tt i long for... we played in de sea and swim in the pool... he even let mi sit on his lap during the bbq period and piggyback mi wen we walk back frm bikini bar... i feel he was real sweet tt dae.. i was overjoyed...

bt now... wher is the promise tt we agree upon? wher is all the love and care that he used to give mi? wad on earth is happening? who is the one hu change? izit mi or him?

being 2gether nids one important ting n tt is commitment... tis is wen one relationship works out...

qii~

busy

darling yesterdae busy wif his dad de tings n hab no tme 2 tok 2 mi... so saddie.. n 2dae we dint mit coz he nid 2 help his dad again.... y he owayz so busy?.. =( hahaz.. er... duno y i wil kip worry whether darling realiz is go slp anotx... coz once he dint pick up my kol, i wil kip tinking things liaoz... darling, u canot lie 2 mi de k...

darling... i miss you alot...


i need u my baby..


qi~

i love you

baby kiat wen to his mu gathering on fri... n i join him on sat.. hahaz.. we walk 2 de beach wif his mu frens... we went in2 de sea 2 swim first.. it was fun.. i realiz enjoyed tt whole dae.. baby was so caring n nice 2 mi like wad he used 2 do.. during de bbq, he wen 2 take de food n i juz hab 2 sit dwn dere n share wif him... great! bt he drank quite alot of alcohol n kind of drunk... n pls stop smoking my dear.. u promise mi... im kind of angry wif him wen he mistook "her" 4 mi... bt its okiex le... we muz owayz b happi n trust one another.. although mani tings happen during de short period wen we r nt 2gether, i blieve we wil b happier den last tme n wil treasure one another much more.. i cant live without u baby.


dun 4get de promise u make abt nt miting her animor...

love you always...

qi~