wad is love?

is dere realiz no such ting as everlasting love? wad is it exactly? i oso duno le..

once again, we break... wad has happened between us? nan dao we juz cant stay 2gether forever? m i de one hu is tinking too much? or im de one hu is stil holding on? there are mani question marks...

we were once so in love wif one another... 2 mi, he is de most important person in my life... i do nt even dare 2 tink abt wad wil happen wen we break as i tot tt tis dae wil nv reach... we exchange love stares and passionate kisses.. in my world, dere is onli him... i could see nothing else bt HIM.. we would always mit wen we are free... it bcame a habit to find him.. indeed we hab mani rules, stil we tried our best to kip it and let our relationship grew better.. mani quarrels often occurred n we manage 2 handle it well... i simply love him..

things started to change and our relationship sours.. bt i strongly blieve we r meant to be 2gether... i wanted a new start for us.. to 4get about the "gal" and continue our love story... in fact i was heartbroken wen i knew de news about him wif her.. i did try 2 be strong bt i cant do it.. prentending is wad i do at tt period of tme.. i acted normal in front of people bt actualiz deep inside my heart is bleeding.. i knew that i cant do without him... i wanted him back so badly..

on saturday was the happiest dae in my life... he said he wanted mi back... all the way he accompanied mi.. he showered mi wif love and care tt i long for... we played in de sea and swim in the pool... he even let mi sit on his lap during the bbq period and piggyback mi wen we walk back frm bikini bar... i feel he was real sweet tt dae.. i was overjoyed...

bt now... wher is the promise tt we agree upon? wher is all the love and care that he used to give mi? wad on earth is happening? who is the one hu change? izit mi or him?

being 2gether nids one important ting n tt is commitment... tis is wen one relationship works out...

qii~