Monday, July 03, 2006

miss you*

wad has happen again? y did baby now bhave like tt? y baby treat mi so coldly now? i admit tt im beri sad tt he now like dun care for mi and dun listen to mi... he even dun wan msg mi.... =( i feel as if im goin to breakdwn again...



ytd baby told mi tt he wen out wif his mu frens bt in de end is oso wif another group of frens... n baby fa pi qi ytd... baby nv listen to mi n go hme early... and he dint tel mi tt he is wif others... tis incident realiz upset mi... bt i dun wan quarrel wif baby ova tis small ting... we tok in de morning n chatted beri happily... i love him... realiz... bt in de aftanoon, he msg mi and sae dun hab to find him 2dae... i koled him at 4sumting all de way to 5 sumting... at firz de fone is able to get thru bt no one pick up den in de end bcum off... i duno wad happen so i wen to baby hse to find him... and i found out tt his slippers were nt dere... i look inside de hse and dere is no one.. i even knock de door hard bt no one wen to open... bt baby told mi he is at hme...
ohh... baby is nt at hme..


now, baby sae tt he is helping his dad do tings and promise tt he wil msg wif mi bt he dint... n baby ytd promise mi tt he wun go out animor bt...........



baby... i miss you.. and is alot alot... dere are alot of tings i wan to sae to you and i realiz wan u now... i miss ur voice and ur hugs... i miss the tme wherby u wil hold mi tight wen u slp... i miss the way u pampered mi... i miss my baby tt owayz care 4 mi... i miss the one and only laogong tt wil nt leave mi alone to tink and worry... i miss you my precious....

2 comments:

♥ P said...

You cannot dont let him go out de ma. Even though he is ur bf but u cant control him till like this right? He want go out jiu let him lo. Is not as if he will go out and find other gal and dun wan you right? No guys would want their gf to control them like this.I noe you love him like hell. You're afraid that he will leave you somedays. But pls. Dun control him like this. Im reading ur blog everyday. I seriously cant stand the way you treat him. Is not tat i love him or watsoever. I have a bf of my own. and u noe who the guy is. Like this comment or hate this comment,is fcuking not my problem. I have a blog of my own you can come and give comment abt it you want to. I seriously dun mind at all. www.space-of-hip-pop.blogspot. Password is: dodo

♥ P said...

Oh yeah one more thing. Everytime he went out or watever. No other gals is there. Just guys. All guys.